my happy ending?

Seems like just yesterday You were a part of me I used to stand so tall I used to be so strongYour arms around me tight Everything felt so right Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong Now I can't breathe, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging' on Here I am Once again I’m torn into pieces Can’t deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep insideBut you won’t get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes I told you everything Opened up and let you inYou made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be?Sewed together but so broken up inside Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on Here I am Once again I’m torn into pieces Can’t deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won’t get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Swallow me then spit me out For hated you I blame myself Seeing you, it kills me now Though I don’t cry on the outside anymore Anymore Here I amOnce again I’m torn into pieces Can’t deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the oneBroken up, deep inside But you won’t get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Here I am Once again I’m torn into pieces Can’t deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the oneBroken up, deep inside But you won’t get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes

my boring life...

well... still studying at PAAC. next week.. eh...next week ke... bukan... this 31st jan start first paper... hhmmm.... dah lame tak tgk wayang.... sume cite best2 pon aku missed. ni lg teruk dr utp... what's new with me?.. not much... still mcm dulu.. boyfriend pon yg dulu lagi, x tuka-tuka.... :p
tak de sape nak ajak aku hang out :(

Lets talk this over its not like we're dead

Was it something I did

Was it something you said

Don't leave me hanging in a city so dead

Held up so high on such a breakable threat

you were all the things I thought knew and I thought we could be

You were everything everything that I wanted

We were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending

You've got you're dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you i'm difficult but so are they

But they dont know me do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me all the shit that you do

Its nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared and making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all thanks for watching as I fall and letting me know we were done

He was everything everything that I wanted

We were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending

eh..dah 3 bulan?....

hhmm... wats up wit me?.. not much to say la... anyways... still missing my friends.. boring la kat sini.. can't wait to finish! .. ha.. ade citi hot!!.. ade a crazy or more or less a psycho lecturer here.. law lecture.. i address her as crazy chan... kakkaka... die mmg the worst lecturer ever!... i bet korang mesti x penah jumpe this kind.... I HATE HER GUTS! ... anyway, enough about her, just talking bout her make my skin crawl~~... yucks!

hhmm.... okay.. got class now... to be continued eh... love u guys..( to all my friends la)

now studying.. still

hhmmm.... currently im doing this 3-month accounting conversion programme with PAAC... at least untill this coming January...
so far... the programme is quite good.. tough schedule though, gotta do a lot of homework and revision to get into the groove... hehehe... not at all like in utp... kakakka
well anyways.... im still enjoying it even it took up a lot of my leisure times... huhu... dah lame nye tak hang out with my friends... oh yeah... except the ones yang buat same2 this programme la... of course! :)
hopefully i can go all the way with this accounting certification... with flying colors ...hehhehe :)

lazy dayzz....

huhuhu... handphone tertinggal kat umah.... i only realized it after halfway to office.... darn.. x best nye handphone x de...:(
dah la x boleh bukak blog orang lain.... kukuku..

Miss All Sooo Muchhh...

heyyy.....kengkawan!!!... it has been so long since the last post, siap ade yg dah delete link aku (kantoi korang)... hehhee... guess wat? im working now.. hahaha... if u can call it working lah... :p ... hhmmm..and AKAN resign this 15th.. so fast!... im guess im going to proceed with accounting la ... another 3 years more... the conversion starts this 18th... kuh kuh kuh

anyways... i miss my friends... huhuhu ... yg kat utp, che 'ah, irwan, zalina, aritha, jes, sape lagi ekk?...ayo cant remember...and many2 more la ...miss utp life laa... life of doing noting.. :p... sasa! aku dgr ko dah keje.. ity nadira~~ ...how are you babe?... farah,, nak buat accounting tak?... kikiki...

p/s- jgn la delete link aku :)

where it started...

i can't believe i'm doing this... my friend once said... he who has a blog is he who hasn't have a life... is that true?... i'm about to find out...